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[personal profile] aptly 2023-01-14 11:55 am (UTC)(link)
Though he notes the singular chicken wing remains set aside, Zane doesn’t even glance it’s way. “That’s exactly what I mean,” he says, his manner shifting the same way Mohinder’s does. “Haven’t we already started? We have to get to the all.” There’s nothing but passion in his eyes for this, a determination that is only ever there when he speaks about finding people like him.

It’s what a lonely man would fixate on, one who has never found connection before.

“I’ve always felt outside of myself. Even working regular jobs,” or repairing timepieces, “or writing and performing music, nothing has ever felt right. I’ve always been different, Mohinder. I’ve known it since I was a kid. I wasn’t right. I wasn’t like them, I didn’t fit in. I always thought it was because I was—“

He’ll let Mohinder fill in the “gay” or the “bisexual” if he so chooses, but he won’t say it himself.

“Well, you know. But when all of this started happening and I could feel the things I touch singing against my fingertips, waiting for me to…” Zane sighs, too full of thought and emotion. Too excited to put it into words. “Don’t worry about money. I can fund your entire research.”

Telekinesis makes stealing money pretty damned easy.

“Trust fund baby. What else am I using it for? Playing at being a musician?”
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[personal profile] aptly 2023-01-15 12:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Zane relents, hands slipping into the pockets of barely fitting sweatpants. At least the original Zane had been a little chunky to make up for this one’s height. He’ll need to find a way to get better fitting clothes without Mohinder noticing. Maybe tonight.

He barely sleeps. He barely needs to. One might thank his innate ability, whatever it is. It has to be more than just an ability to understand and to take. It’s more than curiosity. It’s already given him his sight back. His health. He’s better at everything now. It’s really too bad he can’t let Mohinder know. He would love to be fully tested in a way that only Mohinder can.

But then he’d have to die. And Zane is coming to very slow terms with the fact that he doesn’t want to kill Mohinder.

For the research, he tells himself.

“I don’t know a thing about your dad,” he says,” but I can say that I’m glad I met you, Mohinder. You’re not just some guy taking up your dad’s mantle to me.” Big lie there but Sylar is getting better at lying about more than just being fine to his mother. “You’re— You’re amazing. This whole thing you set up here— And you came to see me! And now we’re off on some great adventure looking for more people like me!” He can feel a sense of mania take him and Zane is swept up in it. Emotion turns to words and back to emotion. “Come on, Mohinder, this isn’t what a guy taking on the dregs of his dad’s work does. He never called me. You did. You. It means the world to me.”
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[personal profile] aptly 2023-01-17 11:29 am (UTC)(link)
There is a distinct moment of loss to be had and if Zane had ever ridden a rollercoaster, he would have equated it going up a hill only to flatten out. There’s a build up of excitement in the air between them that is completely rerouted into non existence by that phone. Zane isn’t sure what it had been, that electric feeling. He hadn’t had it since that girl…. And what a mess it had been. There’s no doubt he will ignore it. When he is alone, he doesn’t focus on other people, just himself. He will not dissect this moment to understand the feeling of loss and regret. It will dissolve into nothing.

In fact, it does the moment Sylar hears the voice on the other end of the phone. The ticking starts inside his head and he forgets how to be a human being. His eyes glaze over, the sound drowns out most of what Mohinder and the man say after.

Zane Taylor is less than two days a brand new part of him and Sylar has traditionally felt sated for some time afterward. The Hunger roars back into frame and he turns on his heels sharply while Mohinder is frantic to write down an address. Sylar struggles not to salivate. He struggles to keep his lip from twitching. There are tears forming in his eyes— God, God he wants that ability so badly—!

There’s someone distant calling a name that isn’t entirely his but Sylar turns and blinks at the moisture in his eyes. He sees Mohinder looking so earnestly at him through his tears and Zane touches his face with his sleeve.

“We have to get to him,” he says, emotion in his voice. It can easily be seen as a sensitive man’s reaction to an another person feeling as he had not too long ago. “We have to help him.” Zane begins to clean up their experiments, sweeping everything into plastic shopping bags. “Let me get dressed.”

It’s lucky that the other man is close, just a hour or so away.
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[personal profile] aptly 2023-01-18 11:57 am (UTC)(link)
“I don’t know,” Zane swallows, hands clasped between his knees. He’s a ball of energy, shifting in his seat, looking through the window, focusing on the signs that whiz by. “I calmed down after you spoke to me. I spent the night meditating and reading… But I’ll try.”

He needs to find a way to separate Mohinder from his prey. The doctor will have no tolerance for what Sylar needs to do. He won’t understand that it’s his destiny. And that he can always tell other people with abilities are misusing them.

They’re not like him. They don’t know their full potential. They are vessels holding the rest of who he himself is.

Maybe he can come back? It’s not too far. If he leaves the moment he knows Mohinder is asleep, he can go and come back, deed done, new power in hand.

He’s nervous.

Zane continues to be nervous with snippets of unimportant conversation, often on repeat, until they pull up to a house. It’s dark out but the smell of a bonfire is one that lingers long after the fire is out. There are strange singed marks on the porch and unlike the trees and bushes on either side, the foliage is ash.

Sylar’s eyes narrow. These people are so weak willed. So impossibly pathetic. Their lack of control angers him.

“Maybe I should go alone. Just to see if he’s all right.”
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[personal profile] aptly 2023-01-19 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing could have warned Sylar of the explosion. He had been fully and intensely focused on finding a way to gather the new ability without Mohinder finding out that he hadn’t done anything at all to protect himself. To protect either of them. And this had happened before, hadn’t it? He’d gotten too hungry, gone in without a plan, and gotten himself injured or captured. Stupid!

Luckily, Sylar’s aptitude is geared up, ready to go, making way for a new fraction of himself to join the collective, when the explosion occurs. His telekinesis, the one ability that has wormed its way into fitting snuggly against the his aptitude like a favorite lap cat, is ready to go, deflecting the largest and heaviest items thrown in their direction. Had he been ready for it, Sylar could have likely contained much of the blast. A few pieces of wood and metal and glass slice his skin or ruin his shirt by drilling through it into his chest and arms, but he isn’t too badly injured.

Instead, while the remains of the house glows, he screams in terror and rage for what may be the loss of something bigger than himself. “No!” Sylar charges into the wreckage as a secondary explosion ripples heat across his skin.

That is when he hears Mohinder’s low moan in the darkness. He isn’t sure how he gets back to the Indian. He hadn’t meant to go in that direction, but his legs had taken him there anyway. He can feel Mohinder’s warmth as he drags him into his arms, squirming and whining from the pain. He feels himself set large hands on Mohinder’s skin, willing the bleeding to stop.

“Mohinder, Mohinder, please,” Sylar says, afraid of losing his only tether and the one pseudo friend he had known in the last ten plus years of his life. Anger and shock are about to take over him when the solution clears away the start of grief. Zane Taylor can melt things. . Zane could excite the molecules of objects in a way to disrupt their stability and turn them to liquids. Surely that also meant that his ability could also stabilize liquids too. Sylar had never tried to use the power that way and Zane certainly hadn’t, but with Mohinder bleeding out in his arms, what did they have to lose?

Before the fire engines arrive on scene, Sylar is already a block away, driving the thankfully unharmed car with Mohinder laid out in the back seat. He’d done what might have always been impossible for the original Zane Taylor. He’d used his destructive ability to solidify Mohinder’s ruptured blood vessels at the site of the worst of the damage. It’s just enough to stabilize him but that’s all he needs right now to ensure the geneticist’s continued life and to prove that he himself, truly, is the pinnacle of human evolution.
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[personal profile] aptly 2023-02-20 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
The silence had been worrisome for the last twenty minutes or so, and then had started to become annoying. Sylar had gone from afraid to angry and back again. He’s not angry at Mohinder exactly, but angry that all of this hard work will have amounted to nothing if he dies. He liked having his own cheering section. He wanted to see how far he could get with the man, how far they could get together.

It was always going to end in Suresh’s death but he didn’t want it to happen so soon!

Looking at the cursing man in the back of the car, Sylar doesn’t need to force his eyes to return to worry. “Mohinder— Hey, are you back with me?”

The sudden, powerful feeling he’d felt when he had stopped the bleeding returns. He adjusted his fingers on the steering wheel and takes the ramp off the highway near the motel.

“We’re almost there. I’ll get you into bed in just a few minutes and we’ll have a look, okay?”
Edited 2023-02-20 01:11 (UTC)